Love. Romance. Don't mind me as I pine away in self-pity and bitterness.. While simultaneously browsing the web for the sappiest, most romantic bullshit I can find.
Don't be concerned. I've only been shedding tears for roughly twenty minutes, alone in my room. Things could be worse.
On a more serious note - I may have a broken heart, but I hold on to faith that things will only improve. I do love you and miss you every day. After the things I've been through and experienced, I don't know if I will ever be able to open up to anyone, ever again. And that is just not fair. But I made a big leap forward when I decided to stop trying to change what I have no control over. I cannot control you disappearing from my life after a year and a half, no more than I can control my cravings for caramel pecan ice cream. I truly believe that when it is time for someone new to be in my life, they will make their way in. And here's hoping they will treat me with more respect, and show a little appreciation if I do everything for them that I did for you.
Now off to Google "sad disney love" some more.
amen.
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